tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-781555846580742322024-02-18T20:28:41.223-06:00This Page Was Intentionally Left BlankRandom ramblings from one crazy to another.Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.comBlogger28125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-73619240347137488252014-07-09T12:36:00.002-05:002014-07-09T12:36:59.359-05:00Remaining Anonymous and DisconnectedAbandoning my blogs is like dumping a child along a deserted stretch of highway. It pains me to just leave it sitting idle for any length of time, but it annoys me to just hurriedly post something in order to keep the blood flowing. <br />
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I am oblivious to what's going on in the world most of the time. I learned that there was some sort of missing jetliner debacle when the wife & I went to dinner at one of our favorite Thai places, and CNN happened to be on the television. I learned that Mick Jagger's long time girlfriend hung herself in a bizarre fashion through conversation with a friend. Oh and who can forget....the death of Fred Phelps. Kevin Smith received more than the standard amount of attention from the Phelps crew through his film <a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0873886/" target="_blank">Red State</a>, which I highly recommend. During and after the premier, he and his crew received a substantial amount of flack from the Phelp's clan because of the similarities between the Team God Hates Fags and the fundamentalist cult depicted in the film. This was taken during one of the protest, and I must say is one of my favorite 'sign' shots with none other than Kevin Smith and Jason Mewes. Check out the film. I digress...<br />
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I no longer to subscribe to any printed media nor do I have cable. I have the internet - the most resourceful tool in the universe. It provides unlimited access to all or most things information, and I use it in abundance virtually every single day of every week...of every year. However, it is all in how one utilizes such a vast resource. <br />
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I am bad about using it for current events or keeping up with the breakneck pace of the world. This is due to a number of factors - some legitimate and others out of sheer laziness. Let's be clear, though. I am not a lazy person. I am, however, overwhelmed by it all and choose to stay somewhat disconnected in fear of my head exploding. <br />
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I get tired of social networking - the drama, the self-absorbed rants, and those god damn game requests. It's saturated with repetitive garbage. One person picks up on a clever article, picture, meme, whatever and suddenly its being regurgitated again and again and again. Social networking lacks originality for the most part. <br />
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Perhaps part of my lack of desire to read, research, and learn about current events is because I am on some sort of computer device nearly eighty percent of the day and at least seventy-five percent of the week. When it's beautiful outside, sitting at a desk staring blankly at a screen is the absolute last place I want to be. Sometimes it is inevitable. Keeping up with the Benja-blogs requires inside/alone time at the computer that usually has to be done during non-peak hours (i.e. hours dedicated to work and life). This is the dilemma I face....balancing work, life, responsibilities, and happy fun drinky times. <br />
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Regardless of how long my dearly beloved blog spawns sit idle or how low the visitor counts are - I refuse to pull the plug. I need to do better at continuous learning via reading, staying in tune with current events, and not settling to ride the wave out like a mushroom. I wish I had more time to do it all, but you can't create time nor can you get it back. Take advantage of the time you have and do something positive and refreshing with it. Wasting it away in a cube, on a computer, or sitting in front of a TV is not what we were put here to do. <br />
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<br />Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-5668457483155495342014-02-10T13:58:00.000-06:002014-02-10T13:58:29.849-06:00For Those About to Rock - We Salute You<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="text-align: justify;">In honor of the whole Throwback Thursday movement that has taken hold of </span>social networking, I decided to load up one of my infamous Pandora stations and blast hair band metal for the duration of the day. Now let's be upfront in saying - yes, I am aware of the stigmas and bad reputation hair bands have. I have also endured a fair share of ribbing and slighting for having a special place in my heart for hair bands. In my defense....hey, at least I don't fucking listen to Journey. In fact, I despise Journey. After all, I do </div>
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<span style="text-align: justify;">That being said - the appreciation for hair metal is more of a nostalgic </span>thing. If memory serves, it started around 5th or 6th grade when Bon Jovi's Slippery When Wet and Poison's Look What the Cat Dragged albums gained popularity. There was a shift in the airwaves as well as MTV if anyone can remember back to when they actually played more videos than shite reality shows. Rikki Rachtman hosted MTV's Headbanger's Ball on Saturday night, which gave homage to all things heavy metal. </div>
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<span style="text-align: justify;">At the time there were still plenty of limitations associated with living in a </span>very rural area, and radio and television were two key media sources. There was no Internet - no iTunes - no applications you could download to expand your media horizon. The next best option was the record store, and goodness knows how many hours I spent browsing through the cassette, vinyl, compact disc selections. I also raided the magazine rack...I know...what in the fuck is a magazine rack? There was an arsenal of magazines that revolved around music and more specifically hair metal. Circus - Spin - Rolling Stone even. They often featured lyrics and centerfolds, and my bedroom walls were absolutely covered with my favorite bands. My bedroom decor (if you will) went from bands like the Cure, Pet Shop Boys, Echo and the Bunnymen, and A-ha to Slaughter, Poison, and Cinderella. </div>
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I started learning how to play guitar around the same time so naturally I made every attempt to learn how to play along with my favorite bands and songs. In my mind, I was a rock star...just like the hairy boys in these bands. I played almost every single day for hours it seemed. I don't know how my parents ever put up with the high decibel levels, but they did. </div>
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As a subscriber to Sirius XM - I have the luxury of dialing into the Hair Nation channel whenever I am in the car. Every once in a while, they will play a song that I haven't heard in years - generally one that evokes nostalgia. I have such vivid memories of those times - good, bad, and bizarre. At the time, the songs and/or albums I listened to were burning a permanent image or reminder in my memory banks that would forever remind me of that period in my life. It also fucks with me a little because it makes me realize how quickly time passes. After all - it has been nearly twenty-five years since the great heavy metal/hair band invasion. I think of my original group of friends that I grew up with. I think of those that were not fortunate enough to live to see today, and mostly I think of the person I was then in compared to the person I am now. </div>
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So here's to you, hair bands. I thank you for the bad hair, over usage of power chords, and sad song ballads. If you are so inclined, check out my Pandora profile that comes equipped with twenty unique and fun channels. You can get your hair band/heavy metal thrills through my channel entitled Hairy Balls to the Walls. Check it out at <a href="http://www.pandora.com/profile/illini_til_i_die" target="_blank">Diddy's Pandora Box</a>.</div>
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Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-8550139498980695052014-02-04T19:05:00.001-06:002014-02-04T19:05:20.052-06:00To Migrate or Not to MigrateAfter the first official WordPress post, I found myself in a bit of a blog quandary. I've maintained my three blogs via Blogger for damn near a decade now. Maintain might be a strong word for the first blog, which has not been touched in quite some time. However as I grow older, the time and desire to maintain such things seems to disappear more and more with each new year. <br />
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It is not that I do not wish to continue writing and sharing my thoughts, but I can tell just by viewing my past posts all the way back to the origin of my blog career that I am not as tuned in and driven as I once was. I used to write about music, current affairs, upcoming events - usually related to music. <br />
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There was something else very different about me back then - especially in the very early ramblings. I was single and still very much trying to figuring who the hell I was. Fearful of growing old yet uncertain about taking the next step forward. My blog children are much like a journal or vivid reminder of a specific period in my past but from my own weird and random point of view. Some of these reminders are still fresh and perhaps not ready to be parted with. At any rate, I am still left with the same quandary.<br />
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I want to say a bit about the recent passing of an amazing actor I admired and greatly appreciated. I get those 'breaking news' alerts from NPR, which almost always make me stop to view no matter where I am. As my wife and I headed out Sunday to basically do something other than sit around the house, my NPR email alert went off. I opened it to read that Philip Seymour Hoffman had died and felt a bit of a kick to the ol' heart. <br />
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I couldn't exactly decide on any one segment, clip, or sound byte that forever reminds me of this extremely gifted and inspiring actor. He portrayed many unique characters during his career and in a fantastic and memorable way. I did find this beautiful montage, which helps put this immensely talented human being into perspective. His passing has created a great void in the world of film and theater. Rest in peace, man. <br />
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<br />Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-42286727420921290292014-01-16T14:24:00.001-06:002014-01-16T14:24:40.224-06:00Better Days AheadI am feeling pretty frapping good about the future starting with this year. Those reasonable and tangible resolutions are still going strong. Some do consist of the stereotypical resolution subject matter, but it's all about the approach, folks. Why set unattainable goals right? I realize we are only at the halfway mark of the first month, but the desire to improve as a whole still burns. I am really excited to start the ol' bike training soon despite the agony and pain that will follow it....at least for the first week or so. That's the bummer of not riding consistently. You lose it - the stamina and strength to go the distance. <br />
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Project photo blog is off the ground, which is equally as exciting. I almost contemplated migrating it to Blogger because of the lack of free template designs/customization features on WordPress. It's even receiving some praise, which is more than I can say for this ol' trusty blog. Either way - the first few posts will certainly be a learning experience until I get the hang of the new 'digs' - if you will. If you feel so inclined - check it out @ <a href="http://theadventuresofdiddy.wordpress.com/">http://theadventuresofdiddy.wordpress.com/</a>. There won't be nearly as much jibber jabber apart from a brief summary/explanation of the photos associated with that particular post. I do have some fairly unique and fun photos to share, though. All in good time....all in good time.<br />
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The more days that pass - the more annoyed I become with the monotony associated with social networking. By social networking - I am basically talking about Facebook. There is a very simply reason why I have become more detached from it than ever before. It's sad because it does actual feature some very useful tools. <br />
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Basically, I see a metric fuck ton of thoughtless, mindless nothing. It reminds me a bit of a ten track play list on constant repeat. If I had to apply basic fundamental mathematical skills, I would say that at least seventy-five percent of Facebook posts consist of regurgitated shite. </div>
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I am by no means the Facebook Gestapo. I am the admin of not one but three Facebook accounts. That's right - my cat and dog have their own account. Everyone has their own personal page for a reason whether it be to have a 'voice', connect and communicate with friends, or harass the shit out of one another. I get the whole concept. I simply get tired of reading the same thing over and over and over and over again. Maybe it's convenience and laziness, but I see a sharp decline in free thinking some or most of the time.<br />
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Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-72678132455774752072014-01-03T08:19:00.002-06:002014-01-03T08:19:53.416-06:00Another year in the books...Down goes another year. <br />
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All that's left of 2013 is quickly fading out in the rear view mirror. As we press forward into 2014, we leave behind the good, the bad, and the ugly of last year.<br />
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Every year - resolutions are established and made and forgotten. Every year seems to have similar results with goals and drive going by the wayside shortly after the ringing in of the new year. It seems to be some sort of bizarre new year's epidemic.<br />
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This year - the urgency seems to be greater for whatever reason. I have good vibes about this year. The positive energy has directed me to rethink my resolution strategy - attack those annual aspirations from a different angle. The upcoming year brings great opportunities. Big things as they say. Not big like I am moving to LA and reforming Guns n' Roses. I haven't got the strength - nor does the majority of the human population. <br />
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I am growing older. The things I keep telling myself I'll do tomorrow can only wait so long. Eventually - I will run out of time. The bulb in the hourglass will be empty. This is the year of eliminating the procrastination. Getting shit done. Taking care of business to help 'secure' those better days ahead. I am certainly not ready to lie down and just take it nor ride it out as is 'til the end. No sir. There are still plenty of things I want to do and experience - places I want to go. <br />
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2013 wasn't necessarily a bad year by any means. It was interesting to say the least, but there is room for improvement. There's always room for progress and improvements whether it be on a small or grand scale. I am about to sound as cliché as it gets. I have high hopes for 2014. Hope. Change. Progress. I am not looking to solve the world's problems or save the whales per say. My goals are simply to better myself. Self-improvement. Self-esteem. Self-awareness. Doing things that don't involve just sitting back and watching life and opportunities pass by. Finish the projects and goals I was so determined to start. Engage in continuous learning. Reflect. Most importantly - learn how to just take it all in and breathe.<br />
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<br />Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-1148990812960784862013-12-12T12:54:00.000-06:002013-12-12T12:55:01.567-06:00The Project That Never WasSo I have mentioned a few times about this project of mine that I have in the works. I know what you are all thinking - I am one of THOSE people. Start shit and not always finish. Well, there is half truth in that. It is one of the less finer qualities I tend to possess. <br />
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As I grow older - I find myself having a hard time accepting that there is simply not enough hours in the day nor days in the week to do everything I want to do on a regular basis. However, there is a fine line between not having enough time and not making the commitment to allot more time. I may wake up with the best intentions to start and/or finish something, but over the course of the day - those intentions fall into the great abyss.<br />
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There is also the mind game I play when it comes to time management. If I do X tonight, then I will have to sacrifice Y & Z so-to-speak. Usually Y & Z involve spending quality time with my wife & puppy. It's hard to say no to such beautiful creatures. <br />
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Lastly, there are the moments and days when I cannot find the motivation to do a damn thing. Historically speaking, it seems as though Sunday is the most common day this motivation suckage occurs. <br />
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One day soon - I will launch the Wordpress photo project. One day I will give this filthy blog the love it deserves. One day soon - I will spank, punish, and seize each and every day.<br />
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<br />Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-86940927841133133742013-10-17T14:30:00.000-05:002013-10-17T14:34:23.129-05:00Glory be thy MediaSome days I have a strong urge to write but the brain is dry. Some days I have an abundance of thoughts and topics I wish to write about but have zero time to do so. Some days - I say fuck it, sneak online, and write as much as I can. Believe it or not - it pains me to leave my imaginary blog friend sitting idle for long periods of time especially when ideas are fresh in the brain. Regardless - here I am back with more shenanigans and mayhem. <br />
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I started utilizing the in-house gym at my place of employment, which is nice. I shit canned my gym membership some time ago and decided I would never pay for a gym again. My new employer has a small yet substantial gym on the 2nd floor, which enables me to return to my somewhat daily gym routine. I like free gyms. Let's be honest - I am a huge fan of all things free. <br />
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In the gym, there are three flats screen televisions. Two of those units are set to standard channels, and one is set to ESPN. The two standard channels are usually airing the news when I hit the gym, which can be good and bad. The good - I am now more up-to-date on what's happening in the world today. The bad - I get to see double the coverage on the same depressing stories each day I go to the gym. The ugly - the glorification of people/places/things that should not be glorified.<br />
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Case in point (and somewhat outdated now) - the George Zimmerman domestic abuse case. This dude has milked the media cow enough with the whole Trayvon Martin killing and trial. He does not need to be glorified anymore than he already has been. I don't speak out much about my thoughts on these high profile incidents if you will simply because I have no tolerance or patience to fight with the ignorant. However, I do believe that there is ALWAYS more than meets the media eye and attempt to remain unbiased and neutral at all times. It would be excellent if the media could follow the same protocol, but that is unrealistic considering who the big media conglomerates are. For the record - George Zimmerman seems like a mecha douche.<br />
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It is hard to believe that there is not more to report on considering all that occurs in the world within a twenty-four hour period. Right now - the majority of news (during my forty-five minutes of treadmill shame) consist of the government shutdown. Every morning of every weekday.... blah blah and blah blah blah and blame Obama for everything blah blah blickity blah. Nope - I'll have none of it and believe none of it because I get all my new from The Onion. Totally legitimate source.<br />
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At any rate - I suppose the format will never change as it has been this way for decades. There are times where lulls in bullshit media exist and stories of panda bears and puppies flood the morning news. However, those are few and far between compared to the depressing, pro-suicide stories that are on repeat for a good week or two. This, my friends, is one of many reasons why I no longer subscribe to cable television......or own a firearm. <br />
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Now for something completely irrelevant yet uplifting....a dog that sounds a bit like Chewbacca. Enjoy and stay tuned for more amazing posts.....I promise.<br />
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<br />Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-37614954947596115962013-08-08T13:28:00.001-05:002013-08-29T12:30:09.612-05:00Things I Need To Do More Of for $500, AlexPerhaps it is a part of growing older or perhaps it just part of getting caught up in the monotonous, daily grind. Either way - the fear of Sloth.<br />
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I often reflect back and remember all the things I used to enjoy doing on a consistent basis - endless hours of bicycling, playing guitar, gaming, listening to music, and so on. Granted I was able to engage in more of these activities throughout my youth . Time was not a factor and responsibilities were minimal. There were no pressing full-time job requirements or demanding relationships. The fact that there just aren't enough hours in the day nor days in the week to keep up with all the things I truly loved and enjoyed doing as a child or even teenager is probably one of the more frustrating aspects of adulthood. Even the most active adults sometime tend to become temporarily inactive or lazy if you will at times - simply because the mental strain and stress of everyday life sucks away every ounce of extra energy. I can recall many days where I had the drive and energy to engage in some form of activity once freed from the constraints of employment. By the end of the day - that drive and energy level was long gone.<br />
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Each year - I tell myself I will do more of this, this, and that. Each year - time seems to go by faster and faster, and the opportunity to do more of this, this, and that slips away. I find myself lounging on the couch more and more, which drives me absolutely crazy. I have gained weight that seems impossible as fuck to lose. I have let so much idle time slip by over the past decade - time that I could have utilized more efficiently. Time I will never get back. Working in a high stress/low morale environment only exacerbated the sloth. Thankfully, that chapter of my life is over.<br />
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De-programming for one - freeing the mind from the must work at breakneck speed under extreme stress mentality. Learning how to breathe again - taking in all the beauty and wonderment of the world in without attempting to multi-task or think about anything else. There are so many creative outlets - writing, playing music, creating music, and sharing it through various technological mediums. <br />
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My brain is in a constant state of creative motion. The idea bulb is flickering as projects are born in my mind. There is one project in particular that I am extremely excited and passionate about doing. Something fresh and new that will be visible for the world to see. Something that will inspire me to get off the couch and explore the world outside. <br />
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<br />Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-83590542069194873232013-07-18T19:20:00.000-05:002013-07-18T19:20:12.026-05:00Twitter Patter and Things That MatterSo...I caved. I did it. I finally gave in and created a Twitter account. What the fwap was I thinking? I have no superior response other than it's always good to learn new things. Twitter isn't exactly new, but I am a stubborn. I am a Taurus. <br />
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It took me a brief moment to figure the whole hash tag thing out. I see how it is abused daily on just about every other social networking on media site. I try not to abuse it, but sometimes I go #hashtag #apeshit. See. It just happens uncontrollably. <br />
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I have been working to get re-connected again and do the things that I now have capacity and energy for such as writing, reading, and Twittering. Twitter patter. What a bizarre word - Twitter. The poor folks at Yelp thought I had abandoned ship. I rather enjoy writing reviews on Yelp, but unfortunately it is yet another hobby that has taken a back seat for a while. The same applies to this here Blogger Bloggity Blog - another bizarro word. Blog.<br />
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It is not that these things require oodles of time to maintain - it has to do with mental capacity. Hard to write when you don't feel like doing anything whatsoever. This is what happens when unhappiness takes a stronghold. That place...that evil, evil place was sucking every ounce of happiness from me one day - one hour at a time.<br />
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At any rate - I feel the drive to be more creative using multiple outlets so brace yourself. If you like to Yelp, Twit, or drink and feel the need to post it via a(nother) social networking app...feel free to follow me and my various online personalities at the following hot spots:<br />
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Yelp: <a href="http://altothediddy.yelp.com/">altothediddy</a><br />
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The infamous month of Pride came and went in a blur of rainbows, smudged make-up, and remnants of glitter. This year marked a new beginning for Pridfest STL - new location, major corporate sponsors, and more local and national celebrity entertainment. When Pride St. Louis, Inc. announced the new location of the event - Soldier's Memorial, I would be willing to say that at least fifty percent of the community had a downright shit fit. It created a rift within the community and spawned a separate movement devoted to keeping the festival in Tower Grove Park. There were arguments and bickering via social networks and virtual social environments between those who agreed with the move and those who were anti-downtown. <br />
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Shortly thereafter, the folks at Pride St. Louis made two other announcements - the names of the major corporate sponsors (Monsanto & Bud Light) and the highly debated no pets mandate. The whole Monsanto thing seemed to convince folks that PSTL had sold out to the evils of corporate 'Merica! Sure - but without the big fat donations from said evils - the entertainment budget (among others) would greatly suffer. They gave you Andy Bell as a headliner for Christmas sake! Anyways, the whole no pet rule instigated more controversy - especially amongst those who were already anti-downtown. I was a bit miffed and torn on this one. Here's why: It's generally hot as a camel's crack, crowded, and hectic. I get that people love their dogs and want to take them everywhere they go, but there are times where owners need to step back and ask themselves - will my dog truly enjoy this experience with absolutely no discomfort or harm? I know that my pup would rather stay home in the air conditioning. <br />
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As Pride season neared, the community began to stir. Social planning and preparations went into high gear. Questions were raised - are you going and if so what days/times? white party - yay or nay? what time is the parade? can I borrow that rainbow leotard again? This year the buzz really blew up after the Supreme Court ruling on DOMA and Prop 8. That night - the party officially began. It was a great night to celebrate and a fantastic way to kick off Pride weekend. At that point, I became oblivious to the venue debate. I was committed to being a part of it all and focused on keeping an open mind. I wasn't truly sure what to expect but decided to embrace the change and roll with it. After all, it is Pride, and it only comes around once a year. A lot can change in a year...<br />
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<br />Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-30902306832715431022013-06-26T00:57:00.002-05:002013-06-26T01:05:21.635-05:00Big Day for the GayHello children. Seems as though it has been a while since my last therapy session. <br />
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The big story today....well apparently there are a couple - the crushing blow to the Voting Rights Act and the Wendy Davis vs. the evil, swingin' dicks of Texas. Tomorrow the focus shifts back to SCOTUS as they potentially decide what to do with Prop 8 and DOMA. It is a restless night for those of us who are directly impacted. The decision of whether or not these two monstrosities are deemed unconstitutional is expected to be made in a few short hours. <br />
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The trend is now moving in the right direction as laws are passed and more states jump on the ol' marriage equality bandwagon. It is a great sight to see, but it doesn't bring as much hope to those of us who reside in one if the many states that still maintain an outright ban on same-sex marriage. Ye of little faith expects no action anytime soon in my now home state of Missourah. The good ol' boys are still fighting the not-so-good fight against progress. <br />
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That is why we - the residents of such states - need something big. A case powerful enough to climb the judicial mountain all the way to the top. Enter Edith Windsor...our hero. Go check the documentary about Edie and her lifelong partner, Thea Spyer, entitled <i>Edie & Thea: A Very Long Engagement. </i>Their relationship and story is the driver behind tomorrow's hearing. <br />
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At any rate, PM is rolling into AM. I am being told to go to bed by my loving wife. Tis' best to heed her advice if you dig my scene. Over the past few months, the push for being pro-marriage equality has exploded across the world of social networking sparking the red equality sign imagery on various profiles and pages. I leave you with some of the more comical and entertaining images found via the fancy world wide interwebs. <br />
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<br />Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-43412024201537901042013-02-19T18:12:00.002-06:002013-02-19T18:12:37.539-06:00Time...she keeps on rollin'<div dir="ltr">
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I don't often speak of the troubles I sometimes face with anxiety and especially social anxiety. It's not generally anything to advertise or boast about. Frankly, it is nothing more than a giant pain in the ass. It makes me cranky (just ask the wife) and want to hide from the rest of the world...at least until spring. </div>
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I've been in a rut since early last fall - right after the knee surgery to be exact. The idle down time was obviously good for recovery but hard on the mind. Other factors slowly crept in and over the course of six months, it has been challenging to get back on the horse and ride. I've gained weight and lost the strength and endurance I previously had prior to the surgery. Those are hard on the ol' ego. These things among others that need not be shared weight heavily on an already frayed and tattered mind. </div>
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I reflect back in effort to try and find the source of the angst but unfortunately it had not been so easy to pinpoint. It seems to be a cocktail of sorts that consist of a variety of ingredients feeding the anxiety monster. However, I wonder if there isn't something underlying that I am missing. Perhaps. </div>
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I am my own worst critic and am by far harder on myself than anyone I associate with. I have a tinge of jealousy for those of you who truly love your jobs because that seems to be the primary source of my angst at the moment. I feel as though I failed to follow my dreams and become the person I wanted to be as far as employment and professional direction goes. There was music, writing, and all the creative potential in the world, and sometimes I feel like I let it all go to the wayside by giving up on myself and most importantly my dreams. </div>
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It is not about the money - it never was. Unfortunately, responsibility comes with a cost as we age. Over time - sacrifices are made. Paths are diverted or changed completed followed by identity. The interesting thing when reflecting is I would not go back and change a minute of it because that would change who I am today. I like who I am today so much better than ever before and can only hope that appreciation will continue to grow. </div>
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In my weird therapeutic methodology, I have been watching the Six Feet Under series again. In my opinion, it is one of the best television shows of all time - quite possibly the best. It definitely helps put the whole life/death and all things in between into perspective, but mostly it reminds me of how short life truly is and how important it is to enjoy the ride while it lasts. It also makes me miss the Fishers in a weird way. Once a year, I will sit down and roll through the entire series in effort to keep that mindset....the life is short not the I miss the Fishers. Besides, I like Peter Krause better as Nate Fisher than Adam Braverman on Parenthood. Good show, though.</div>
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Moving along - so everything 'active' is currently on hold until further notice, which gives me ample time to dream up weird shit to blog and rant about right? Sure. I'll get right on that.<br />
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Let's talk about social networking and all its glory. It could be me, but I sense a decline in Facebooking or should I say intelligent rants and/or conversations. Has all the nonsense - relentless game requests, ads, event requests, pokes, and the constant flow of memes and other random graphics - pushed users over the edge? I honestly feel as though I could get poked more, but that's another story.<br />
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Facebook will celebrate its ninth year in the electronic world this coming February. However, this year marks its first true year in the wonderful world of politics via the presidential election. Jump in the way back machine with me as we travel back to 2008. How many of you actually had a Facebook profile back then or even were aware such madness existed? Don't fib - I know a good majority of you were loyal MySpacers. Internet users began to witness the first signs of a massive social networking exodus in late 2008. Facebook, which once upon a time was more prominent amongst college students, began to spread its love to the masses. In less than a year, the Facebook population virtually doubled and continued to grow exponentially as time pressed on. Most of the folks I once met and socially networked with were shit canning their MySpace pages and migrating over to Facebook. One by one the MySpace messages read - I am deleting this page and heading over to Facebookland. It's been a gas, MySpace....or something to that effect anyhow.<br />
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Zip back with me now to today - Sept. 2012 - the first official election year on Facebook. We all know how annoying election years are. Now we can add yet another media source to the barrage of smear campaigns via television, print, electronic, and radio. Facebook takes it to a new level - personal smear campaigns via random and usually biased 'facts' associated with a terrible graphic. I am not being biased here because it comes from ALL sides of the political spectrum. I feel compelled to stay away from social networking as much as possible until December. I'll get right on that.<br />
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<span style="text-align: justify;">Alright - alright enough graphics. The sad thing is that I tend to lean towards Facebook to get my up-to-date news via the local media Facebook pages. It's not necessarily a bad thing. It's not always a good thing. It just is. What I don't miss is seeing all the smear campaign ads on television this time around. There are some benefits to not having cable - besides the fact that it is cost efficient. The last Facebook census checked in around 900 million users. That is a phenomenal amount of networking, folks. However, there is a dark side - as always. We or at least I see more of more people walking/driving/biking/whatever with their faces buried into their phones - oblivious to the world. Good, old-fashioned conversations seem to be diminishing. It seems like a bad habit we - yes, we - have fallen into as mobile and wireless technology continues to advance. Here is one relatively easy and inexpensive suggestion - light a bonfire or a basic fire pit for that matter, buy cold, refreshing beverages, and invite friends to gather around the fire for some genuine face-to-face conversation. Works like a charm.</span><br />
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<br />Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-11875043562580199252012-08-31T17:08:00.004-05:002013-08-08T15:24:53.276-05:00MS 150 Ride - Sept. 9-10, 2012!Loyal followers...this is my shameless plug for my participation in the 2012 MS 150 cycling event in Columbia, MO. I will be riding alongside two champions in support of our mighty Team Saint Louis Cycling Captain, Diane and in support of the National MS Society's fight against MS. I was very fortunate to be invited to ride with a spectacular organization and team and hope to reach and hopefully exceed my goal of $750 by next weekend. I am a mere $120 away from reaching that goal.<br />
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<span style="text-align: start;">Bike thieving has been a hot topic lately so I thought I would add my two cents. Bike thieves are the scum of the fucking earth. Worse than politicians - worse than cockroaches. They are the purest form of absolute scum. </span></div>
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<span style="text-align: start;">If you have ever had the unpleasant experience of coming home or back to the place where you left your sweet ride only to realize it has been stolen....well, I can empathize and relate.</span></div>
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And then it happens....that sickening feeling you get when you come back to the spot where you parked your awesome ride and find that some scum of the earth asshole has stolen it. You panic - freak out - demand that everyone drop everything and start searching for the bike thieving predator in hopes that in some way - you will get your bike back.<br />
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This dude gets his bike stolen and finds it listed for sale a few days later via Craigslist - Seattle. He sets up a bogus meeting posed as an interested buyer. Drives to meet the alleged thief in Seattle armed with friends, cameras, and the Seattle PD. Returns to Portland a happy panda with bike in tow. <br />
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1. <b><i><u>ALWAYS</u></i> </b>lock your bike up - don't skimp on locks either. Take some time to research efficient and relatively thief-proof locks before you grab some random piece of junk off the rack. Some cyclists even use multiple lock combos for added security. <br />
2. When possible - bring your bike inside to lock up. Some establishments are kind enough to allow this so take advantage.<br />
3. When locking up outside - be sure to lock your bike in a highly visible area with as much pedestrian traffic and lighting as possible. <br />
4. For Christmas sake - make sure you use your lock(s) efficiently. Go <a href="http://www.ci.annapolis.md.us/Government/Departments/Transportation/BikeAnnapolis/TheftPrevention.aspx" target="_blank">here</a> for an example step-by-step guide and illustration. You paid good money for your locks - don't make it any easier on these assholes by not using them correctly. <br />
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<br />Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-25232396499584194462012-08-15T14:12:00.001-05:002013-08-08T16:15:53.109-05:00Drugs Are Bad...Mmkay?So rather than rant and rave on about the imperfections of life and the universe - I have decided to mix it up a bit and add random top whatever posts. I may select five or ten of five hundred. Don't pressure me. <br />
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<u><b>Movies That Most Accurately Depict the Ups and Downs of Drug Use/Abuse</b></u><br />
Yes, these precious gems remind us why drugs are indeed bad no matter how much you try and weigh out the good. The bad always wins. These films should replace all D.A.R.E, Just Say No, and PDFA propaganda because they portray a more accurate reality of what drug use/abuse consists of..for the most part. Before I begin the list - let's review some of the anti-drug material we were forced to absorb as children with some added commentary. Thank your friends at Partnership for a Drug Free America for these classics.<br />
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<b>1. Parents who use drugs have children who use drugs. (1987)</b><br />
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<b>3. Clint Eastwood Gonna Fuck You Up, Crackhead!</b><br />
- If Clint Eastwood threatens - we listen. Crack is whack, yo!<br />
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- This anti-drug PSA is by far the best of the best. I enjoyed it so much that I actually had a poster of the extended version (comical form) on my bedroom wall as a kid. I'd like a side order of bacon with that. Any questions?<br />
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Now for the films....sorted by the featured drug of choice. Several of these films are based on actual events. Many also include several others substances in the film but the ultimate downfall usually focused on one specific substance. I intentionally left marijuana out because no one dies from marijuana 'abuse' even though it is the 'gateway drug', man.<br />
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<b>1. Trainspotting (Drug of choice: Heroin)</b><br />
<b>2. Basketball Diaries (Drug of choice: Heroin)</b><br />
<b>3. Requiem For A Dream </b><b>(Drug of choice: Heroin)</b><br />
<b>4. Killing Zoe (Drug of choice: Heroin)</b><br />
<b>5. Sid & Nancy (Drug of choice: Heroin) </b>
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<b>6. Blow (Drug of choice: Cocaine)</b><br />
<b>7. Boogie Nights (Drug of choice: Cocaine)</b><br />
<b>8. Scarface (Drug of choice: Cocaine)</b><br />
<b>9. Traffic (Drug of choice: Heroin, Cocaine, Crack)</b><br />
<b>10. Less Than Zero (Drugs of choice: Crack, Cocaine, Speed)</b><br />
<b>11. 24 Hour Party People (Drugs of choice: MDMA, Cocaine, Heroin, Crack)</b><br />
<b>12. Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas (Drug of choice: EVERYTHING!)</b><br />
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Social networking...sometimes it's useful. Most times - it seems like a pain in the ass. Over the past several months, there has been an abundance of political banter and a disturbing increase in ridiculous meme posts. I understand the desire to post the occasional funny pictures/memes, but there is no need for the rapid fire posts every single day. It is all I see from some users. Seeing Willy Wonka seventeen times with seventeen different cutesy sayings in one day....well, that is just a bit too much. As far as politics and religion (and I am guilty here as well) - social networking sites are not the best place to discuss considering the audience demographics are all over the place. Sure - everyone has the right to believe what they want to believe and by all means vote for whatever politician trips their wire, but I don't need to see all the negativity and bullshit day after day after mother loving day. I am going to do my part and try to avoid discussing either topic from now until eternity. I will be unbearably happy and grateful once that damn election is over too. Uncharacteristically happy perhaps! OK - maybe I've gone to far with that last statement.<br />
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Elections bring out the absolute worst in adults, and I am extremely glad that I do not have cable so I do not have to see the barrage on smear campaign ads. Don't get me wrong here, folks. I will most certainly vote at all three levels - local, state, and federal. I certainly have concerns about the upcoming election considering the level of stupidity involved with some individuals that unfortunately will also be voting. We often seem to forget about the big picture and narrow in on whatever the topic of choice is or should I say whatever topic the candidates pull out of their ass to use as means of swaying votes - namely topics involving religion, abortion, and......that's right...equal rights. I am sure as shit gay marriage will once again be a hot topic of debate on the upcoming panels. It shouldn't be as it should be a non-issue - meaning shit can DOMA so we can move on - but it will. Religious freedoms are on the state ballot this year - protecting the whole ability to pray to GOD - not Allah or any other religious figure but only GOD - in schools. Well, what about the kids who worship and idolize the FSM? If you can decode that acronym - you win a pony. If you can't - well, that's what that super awesome research tool known as the Internet is for. <br />
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Well...apparently the ridiculous weather conditions are pooping all over the Fourth of July firework plans across the region. That is unless you want to bear the pain and madness of enduring the masses as Fair St. Louis on the riverfront. I am absolutely fine living without the 'bombs bursting in air' re-enactment. In fact, I will be perfectly happy spending quality time at home with my wife, critters, and a case of ice, cold beer. I am sure that we will be entertained - if you will - by the local assholes who feel the need to shoot fireworks off in residential areas for at least 48-72 hours straight. It would probably be too much to ask that this year they use a bit more common sense and not burn the god damn city to the ground. Let's not also forget to give a shout out to the good citizens who enjoy shooting their firearms into the air to celebrate our independence from Great Britain. St. Louis....always keepin' it classy.<br />
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I have been posting a bit heavily on the political and religious front. I intended on keeping that shit to a minimum. However, both are serious media pigs and hard to ignore....especially during an election year. I will do my best to refrain, my friends, but there are some instances where I feel the need to interject. Last week - there was an exceptional amount of static with the anti-gay boycotts and health care plan. Forgive me for spouting off my opinions - I shall keep all religious and political ranting to an absolute minimum!<br />
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'Tis July and 'tis very hot outside. However, the rising temps and dry climate will not stop me and the rest of my crazy bike riding hooligans peers from owning the streets. Tonight - I FINALLY get to roll with the craziest of crazies - the <a href="http://fuckingbikeclub.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Fucking Bicycle Club</a>. The ride kicks off at 11PM tonight if anyone cares to join - Turtle Park. Keep your women and children off the streets if you know what's best for them! <br />
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Short on time - so I shall leave you with a lil' tune from my boys in the Bloodhound Gang. Stay safe and don't be the jackass that catches the neighborhood on fire via illegal fireworks in residential neighborhoods. <br />
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This colorful stack of unhealthy delight made headline news when the image and explanation was posted on Oreo's Facebook page earlier this week. Oreo posted the image in recognition of Pride Month and to show support for LGBT folks...like me. We have an agenda, you know. Shortly after the image was posted - Facebookers and other LGBT haters lost their ever-loving minds. There was an arsenal of threatening posts towards the LGBT community, Nabisco, and Kraft (who basically owns Nabisco). <br />
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Those who were enraged but such an image (a fucking cookie!) posted some pretty ridiculous and hateful comments via Oreo's Facebook page. Buzzfeed captured some of the madness - go <a href="http://www.buzzfeed.com/mjs538/how-could-you-boycott-a-cookie" target="_blank">here</a> to read it for yourself. Ah....comparing being gay/lesbian/trans/bi to bestiality, pedophilia, and other deviant sexual behaviour....it just never gets old! Homosexuality should be a crime - they say. I beg to differ - being a completely unintelligent, backwoods bigot should be illegal. As far as their petty threats of boycotting a cookie? Well, I don't think they know the extent of such a boycott. You see - Kraft owns <em><strong>A LOT</strong></em> of the shit you buy from the grocery store. It ain't just Oreos, honey buns. I happen to work for this particular corporation....I will rarely if ever again mention this little factoid. However, I will say that they (Kraft) have been rather supportive when it comes to LGBT employees. Enough on the big, gay cookie.<br />
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<span style="background-color: black;">Ah...Obamacare or whatever you prefer to call it. If the Oreo shit storm wasn't enough, I give you the </span><a href="http://www.healthcare.gov/law/full/index.html" target="_blank"><span style="background-color: black;">Affordable Care Act</span></a><span style="background-color: black;">. That's the full version. Let me bullet point some of the highlights and save the lengthy version for a little bedtime reading.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: black;">- <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><strong>Have a government run “public” health insurance option to provide low-cost,</strong> <strong><u>affordable</u> health insurance for everybody, spur competition.</strong></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: black;">- <span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><strong><span style="font-family: Arial;">Cover all Americans with <u>affordable</u> health insurance by requiring employers to provide health insurance to their employees. Mandating all children have health insurance</span></strong></span></span><br />
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<span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">Those are the key bullet points (in my opinion), but there is so much more to this act. Individuals who currently do not have insurance OR are not provided with any health insurance options via their employer are forced to either pay extremely high costs associated with health care - including pharmaceutical prescriptions - or do without. </span></span></span>Insurance and pharmaceutical corporations are getting richer and richer by taking advantage of their customers and the uninsured in a multitude of ways. <br />
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Canada - a country where universal health care has been in place since the 1960s AND same-sex marriage was legalized in 2005 - two things that really piss off the radical right-wing Conservatives. This is a humorous claim at best. I realize the challenges associated with digging through the heaping pile of biased bullshit in order to get to the facts - both sides are to blame here. It comes down to this, folks. The Universal Declaration of Human Rights states that all human beings should have the right to the basics - life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. However without health - these goals are unattainable. </div>
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Ah....June - the official month of all things LGBT. The amazing folks at Pride St. Louis have been busting their ass to once again present the community with a fantastic, fun-filled weekend chocked full of amazing performers and emcees. The festivities kick off at 11am on Saturday, June 23rd at Tower Grove Park in St. Louis. The fabulously sexy Lola Van Ella and Sammich the Tramp will be your hosts on Saturday. The dynamic bust-gusting duo of Dieta Pepsi and Trish Busch will be your emcees on Sunday.<br />
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Anti-Gravity - Ricky Phoenix - Summer Osborne - Selena Luna - Lola Van Ella - Margaret Cho</div>
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Jammie Qualls - MCC Choir - Frenchie Davis - Pandora Boxx - Kristine W - Deborah Cox</div>
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Team Saint Louis teamed up with Pride St. Louis and established Athlete's Village, which has several athletic events scheduled throughout the weekend. The activities including a volleyball tourney, rugby and soccer scrimmages, rock climbing, and the annual Pride 5K Run/Walk via St. Louis Frontrunners on Sunday morning. Be sure to check out the <a href="http://www.pridestl.org/athletes-village/" target="_blank">Athlete's Village section </a> on the PrideSTL website for a full schedule. <br />
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I am always engaged with one activity or another during Pride weekend. Saturday - you can find me with my amazing wife at the Team Saint Louis booth slinging those delicious and refreshing cocktails from 1 - 3PM. Saturday night is the annual ULTRA White Party at Erney's 32° in the Grove - yes, I will be there wearing my one white outfit for the year. Sunday is the annual Pride Parade, and I have the distinct honor of riding with the fabulous group from the Handle Bar located in the Grove across from my other favorite bar - Just John's. <br />
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Here is your ten minute history lesson today, kids. <br />
<strong><u><em>Why </em><em>we celebrate LGBT pride in the month of June</em>?</u></strong><br />
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Hop in the way back machine and travel with me back to the evening of June 28, 1969 - Stonewall Inn - Christopher Street - New York City. Back in the day, it was common for patrons of known gay establishments to be the victims of police harassment. This was ongoing because of the laws in place at the time which forbid any homosexual behavior in public and private businesses - namely and more specifically - gay bars.<br />
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On the evening of June 28th, 1969 - the patrons of the Stonewall Inn said no more to such harassment and fought back. A riot quickly ensued as the patrons began to hurl objects back at police officers outside of the bar. News about the riot quickly spread throughout the city as more gay men and women flocked to Stonewall to join in the fight. Police were dispatched to diffuse the situation and began beating...yes, you read correctly - beating individuals in the crowd. The next evening - the crowd returned with even greater numbers and more pissed off than ever . They continued to protest and riot outside the Stonewall Inn until the riot mob squad came in to disperse the crowd. The protests and demonstrations continued on for several days. Shit got serious, folks.<br />
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This moment in LGBT history became known as the Stonewall Riots <strong><em>and </em></strong>so began the gay liberation movement, which has since then evolved into a global celebration of LGBT pride. In June 2000, Bill Clinton - of all people - declared the month of June as Gay & Lesbian Pride Month. Yes, the same Bill Clinton that initiated the whole DADT (Don't Ask, Don't Tell) thing. We sure use our share of acronyms don't we? So there you have it... this, my friends, is why we celebrate who we are in the month of June. PrideSTL did an excellent job in capturing this through their Be You theme and campaign, and I greatly thank the folks at PrideSTL for the use of their 2012 Pridefest logo. For more information on Pridefest 2012 including a full schedule of all events - visit the <a href="http://www.pridestl.org/index.php" target="_blank">PrideSTL</a> online.</div>
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The hammer of law enforcement came down swift and hard on Camp Zoe and its renowned owner, Jimmy Tebeau, yesterday morning in a Missouri courtroom. Jimmy pleaded guilty to one felony count of maintaining a drug-involved premises according to the attached article courtesy of KTVS out of Shannon County, where Camp Zoe is located. According to the current plea agreement, Jimmy agreed to forfeit the land associated with Camp Zoe - a whopping three hundred and fifty-plus acres - in addition to serving two and half years in prison. In a nutshell - the feds are basically nailing Jimmy for the old 'crackhouse' law that became infamous a few years back with rave promoters and so forth. Although Jimmy claims he had nothing to do with the actual sales and distribution of illegal substances on his property - he is unfortunately still liable and responsible in the end or so the law states. </div>
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The trouble at Zoe pre-dates back to August 2006 when Missouri Highway Patrol arrested two patrons who were allegedly distributing mushrooms for financial gain at one of the events. Since that time - and perhaps unbeknownst to Jimmy and those who worked for him at Camp Zoe - the campground and its many festivals were on a radar they certainly did not want to be on - one monitored and managed one federal government agency know as duh duh duh...the DEA. Over the course of the next four years - agents were secretly investigating the distribution and sales of illegal substances in an undercover manor. These undercover agents managed to conduct numerous sales with distributors who were selling everything from moonshine liquor to cocaine. The article notes that the estimated cash flow to these distributors averaged roughly half a million dollars <strong><u>per</u> </strong>event. That kind of cash flow, my friends, will not only get the attention of the DEA - but will also send up red flags for the IRS if the financial truths of these events become known. That they did. </div>
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On November 1st, 2010 - Camp Zoe was hit hard and raided by federal agents as the annual Spookstock event for that year came to a close. Patrons were still on the premises - some barely awake after the weekend festivities. No individual arrests were made with exception to involving a patron with existing warrants, but they certainly had the shit scared out of them. This date will now be known as a sad day in history for Camp Zoe and Schwagstock. Spookstock 2010 was the last festival to be held at Camp Zoe under Jimmy's reign. <br />
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A long running series of music festival madness and life altering experiences has certainly ended. Regardless of abundance of certain illegal substances - the ultimate premise was sharing good vibes and times with friends and in some instances total strangers. Schwagstock was a strange phenomenon if you will. It was means of escapism for many who have succumbed to the monotony of everyday life. Getting away for a weekend in more ways the one became an annual event for the majority of those who attended the many Schwag events that date as far back as the late nineties. Jimmy and his crew have moved from campground to campground since the birth of Schwagstock - Lesterville, Leasburg, Bagnell Dam - finally settling in at Camp Zoe in 2004. Jimmy (with a little help from his friends) was able to purchase the land associated with Zoe and set up residency for himself and all future Schwag-related events. Little did he/they know but this ownership would seal the fate of Schwagstock a few short years down the road.</div>
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That being said - the majority of those who are aware of and attended these festivals knew that the probability of this happening was relatively high given the circumstances. Attendance numbers grew exponentially over the course of time - well into the thousands. It outgrew the majority of the original campsites prior to Zoe, which is more than likely the reason why Jimmy and company decided upon Zoe as a permanent residency for such events. The numbers went from two-thousand to nearly quadruple that amount over the past five to ten years. The more it grew - the more attention it received....and in return the behavior and activity occurring at such events became more notorious. Stories of rape and overdoses began to surface - most of which were either highly exaggerated or downright false. At some point - roadblocks - compliments of the Missouri Highway Patrol - became a constant factor when going to and from the festivals - a sure sign that Schwag was officially on the radar of state and local law enforcement. </div>
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In some ways - those of us inside the boundaries of the campground felt safe and secure from law enforcement and the everyday evils of the world. Realistically - it was the exact opposite. They - undercover agents - were there the entire time - lurking and gathering evidence. In some ways - it is a bit creepy to contemplate. Ultimately - maybe somewhere deep in the hearts of many of us....it was known that the end had to be near. The influx of traffic - groves of people wearing tye dyed clothing - the smell of patchouli and dank...well, you get my point. When multiplying such elements by the thousands - it is bound to attract the wrong attention. Perhaps it came down to one too many festival goers fucking up - getting arrested and dishing out details about Jimmy and/or Zoe events in exchange plea bargains. The only certainty is that this fantasy land was bound to end. It was simply a matter of time. </div>
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I am - by no means whatsoever - here to slander Jimmy, the Schwag, the festival, or even those involved with death of Camp Zoe and Schwagstock. It was one incredibly amazing ride, but we <u>all</u> knew it eventually had to end. In the end - everything does. Nothing can last forever nor should it. Moments and events end for a reason - primarily so new ones can be created and begin. Surprisingly - I remember virtually every amazing moment I ever experienced at the events I attended over the years. It often reminded me of a time warp back to the sixties or at least what I envisioned the sixties to be like - minus the weird raver kids and modern technology. </div>
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I was able to share these experiences with good friends and those strangers that wander from campsite to campsite sharing stories amongst other things. I fondly remember my first Schwag and most certainly my last up until the very moment where the sun came up on the final day. I wish Jimmy the best and hope he is able to carry on and move past all the negativity associated with the allegations and pending sentencing. Schwagstock definitely had its moment in the limelight, and it will forever be remembered by all of us who were fortunate to experience it at its best. Rest in peace and thank you for the beautiful memories!<br />
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This Thursday kicks off one of the most entertaining series of events ever to be held in the St. Louis area. </div>
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...a three-day festival of madness, erotica, art, dancing, singing, shenanigans, fire, mayhem, magic, and glitter.....lots and lots of glitter. </div>
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The opening gala commences at the Coliseum - this is a brand spanking new aka virgin venue as we liked to refer to it in the rave days. There are an arsenal of amazing performers just gushing with talent who will do everything in their power to amaze, dazzle, and excite you. The hosts of this event include none other than Clownvis Presley, Nadine Dubois, and Lucky Deluxe. The individual line-up is simply chocked full of talent and sexual beings. Here is a lil' teaser list for you to gnaw on.....Bazuka Joe, BiBi Dazzle, Dewy DeCimalle, the fabulous Hoochie Coochie Girls, Horchata Dentata....and so much for. Click here to see the full line-up and event details-----> <a href="http://www.facebook.com/#!/events/166100403506021/" target="_blank">Show-Me Burlesque Opening Gala - May 17th</a></div>
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<strong><u>Friday, May 18th - 11PM</u></strong><br />
Night two of sex, music, dancing, and magic continues at the Sheldon Concert Hall. Nadine Dubois will once again cater to all your hostess needs. Night two features another onslaught of uber sexy and amazing performances from the likes of (<strong>teaser alert!</strong>)...Jeez Loueez...w snap!, Katrina Dohl....we had amazing ear sex last weekend - call me, KD xoxox, The Bon-Bons, Ray effing Gunn, and none other than that sexy and dynamic duo....Lola Van Ella and Sammich the Tramp. Friday night = twofer! That's right....in addition to the Show-Me Spectacular....there is a second round of magic and mayhem entitled Red Light District Revue....hosted by Mistress Victoria DeVille. Folks...you may need a wet nap after this double dose of sexual euphoria. For the complete event line-up, details, annnnd ticket information....click here ------> <a href="http://metrotix.com/fraBody.php?eventId=5113&perfId=22430" target="_blank">Show-Me Spectacular</a><br />
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<strong><u>Saturday, May 19th - 8:30PM</u></strong><br />
Is there any other way to conclude a three-day, non-stop, sexy time soirée than this - <strong>THE</strong> Beggar's Carnivale and Carnivalesque? I think not! The incomparable and mind-blowing Beggar's Carnivale is the final event of this year's Show-Me Burlesque festival. I assure that you will not want to miss this event. This event has been known to cause euphoric hangovers and delusions of grandeur...if you will. Go ahead and cancel all your Sunday church plans. A full day of recuperation will be necessary. There is so much magic jammed into this line-up....I can barely contain myself. Lola Van Ella, Sammich the Tramp, The Knock-a-bouts, Bon-Bons, Hoochie Coochie Girls, Too-Me, Indie Lou, Venus in Flames, Peter Peculiar, Ray Gunn....sweet Christmas I need a cigarette, and that ain't even the half of it! My all-time favorite local band....The Royal We will also be performing. Click here for the full Monty-----><a href="http://www.facebook.com/#!/events/191578910949372/" target="_blank">The Beggar's Carnival & Carnivalesque - May 19th</a><br />
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Tickets for all Show-Me Burlesque events are on sale now and can be purchased at one of the following links INCLUDING the more bang for your buck VIP package, which grants ticket holders admission not one....not two, but <strong><u>all</u></strong> Show-Me Burlesque events...that's right, folks. Get your tickets now, and go ahead and take the next week off....you're gonna need it after this week/weekend long sexcapade. For information on general ticket sales for all events including the VIP package - click on the link below.<br />
<a href="http://showmeburlesque.com/" target="_blank">Show-Me Burlesque Tix!</a><br />
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<strong>I hope to see you all at one or more of these amazing events. </strong></div>
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<strong>It truly will be F'ing...</strong></div>
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For more information on Show-Me Burlesque, the fabulous Lola Van Ella & Van Ella Productions as well as the amazing Beggar's Carnivale.....click on the links below. Be sure to check out the various classes held at Van Ella Studios to see what tickles your tassels. It's a great way to incorporate social fun time and exercise in one delicious time slot!</div>
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Diddyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04260397751324993933noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78155584658074232.post-34038580719800480392012-05-10T09:53:00.004-05:002013-08-08T14:10:21.608-05:00Because of you, North Carolina...I Vent.There are two things I refuse to argue about in public forums but tend to raise my blood temperature and pressure like none other. I make a valiant attempt to steer clear of the majority of discussions that involve one or the other...and in worst case scenarios -both. I especially avoid conversing about these things when dealing with an individual who is completely oblivious to reality and takes their Christian bullshit to an extremist level. This is usually this case when these so-called people of faith taking that silly Bible book - <em>THE</em> ultimate book of stories & fables - and using it to dictate how <em>WE</em> - humans - should live. No science....just bullshit.<br />
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<strong>Example:</strong> The Bible implies in Genesis 9:13 that no rainbows appeared in the sky before the flood of Noah. Rainbows have actually been around as long as the sun and rain. The color spectrum is essentially a product of the dispersed light....and the LGBT community. Haaayyy!</div>
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Obviously, there has been some progression in the interim. Otherwise, women and others deemed sub-human at the time would still be fighting for their right to live, work, marry, and be happy. That is what humans do - evolve and progress. I try so very hard to respect Christians and/or those who believe in other relatively if not completely oppressive religions to an extent, but the discriminatory and bigoted dialogue is as stale as the bread they break for communion. Some of these Christians commonly pick and choose the passages from the alleged doctrine of life(aka the Bible) and have no qualms about it. </div>
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<strong>Example(s): </strong><em>"If a man lies with a woman during her sickness and uncovers her nakedness, he has discovered her flow, and she has uncovered the flow of her blood. Both of them shall be cut off from her people." (Leviticus 20:18)</em> - <strong>Fairly confident that this occurs on a regular basis without any punishment rendered.</strong><br />
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<em>"Your male and female slaves are to come from the nations around you; from them you may buy slaves. You may also buy some of the temporary residents living among you and members of their clans born in your country, and they will become your property." (Leviticus 25:44-45)</em> - <strong>Fairly confident that this will not fly in today's society - at least in the majority of the world.</strong><br />
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<em>"...do not plant your field with two kinds of seed. Do not wear material woven of two kinds of material." (Leviticus 19:19) - </em><strong>Ladies...check those tags! You could indeed be a SINNER!</strong><br />
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<em>"He that is wounded in the stones, or hath his privy member cut off, shall not enter into the congregation of the Lord."(Deuteronomy 23:1)</em> - <strong>I feel as though this is a bit discriminatory against individuals with testicular issues....not to mention John Bobbitt.</strong><br />
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By the way - if you haven't already watch Bill Maher's fantastic documentary entitled Religulous....you really, really should. He does a far better job at pointing out the holes in the religious fabric so-to-speak. Here's a snippet for your viewing enjoyment....</div>
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Bottom line... I strongly believe that religion - more than any other factor - divides us as humans around the globe - specifically religions that involve oppression and fear - whether it involves God or some other deity. The use of a specific moral code and eternal damnation as punishment for breaking such a code obviously is enough to brainwash the masses. I cannot for the life of me get my head around this.....nor can Bill Maher and millions of other inquisitive, intelligent humans. I was raised under the Christian faith and can assure you that as I grew wiser - many red flags began to rise. Religion and politics have <strong>no</strong> place interacting with each other nor should basic human rights <strong><u>ever</u> </strong>be voted on by the general public or anyone for that matter. Be religious and believe in whatever trips your wire all you like, but <strong>do not</strong> use it as catalyst for oppression and discrimination. North Carolina mother fuckers....I am talking directly to <strong>YOU!</strong></div>
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